(2003 to 2005)


Sat May 15 02:30:00 UTC+1000 2004


I can't sleep. I didn't drink *any* coffee or cola today.

It's really cold. Both my heaters are broken.

I have rugby at 9:45, I'm still not sure if I'm going to sleep or just stay up until then.

I opened my blinds a few hours ago, thinking that if I went to sleep the sun would wake me up so I wasn't late. Now I'm not sure that I'll wake up from the sun if I do fall asleep.

I tried reading, but I couldn't stop, I'd be reading until the sun was up if I didn't force myself to put the book down. My eye's weren't getting heavy and closing. In fact, I don't think that even happens to me anymore. When I was a kid I could 'read myself to sleep', but now I just keep reading until I get bored.

I can't bare the thought of lying on the floor for four or five hours just 'waiting' to fall asleep. Such a waste of time.

I also can't commit to 'starting' something, because I actually need to go to sleep soon.

So, I thought I'd just write about my dilema.

I'm actually doing some 'house keeping' here, moving files around, doing backups and stuff. At least it's something useful.



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