(2003 to 2005)

Neon Genesis, Evangelion: The End Of Evangelion.

Fri Jan 7 17:53:00 UTC+1100 2005


I want to stay with you Asuka. And I want to help you. But I don't know what to do.

Then don't do anything. Don't come near me. All you ever do is hurt me.

Asuka, help me. Asuka, please. You're the only person that can help me.

Liar. Anyone will do! You don't care who it is! You're afraid of Misato and the First Child. You're afraid of your mother and father too. So now you come running to me...

No! I need you to help me!

...because that's the easiest way to keep from getting hurt. You never even loved yourself. You're all you have and you never even learned to like yourself. Pathetic.

Help me. Somebody.. please help me. Help me. Help me. Somebody. Please help me. Somebody help me! Don't leave me alone! Don't abandon me! PLEASE DON'T KILL ME!


No one understands me.

You never understood anything.

I thought this was supposed to be a world without pain, and without uncertainty.

That's because you thought that everyone else felt the same as you do.

You betrayed me! You betrayed my feelings!

You misunderstood from the very beginning. You just believed what you wanted to believe.

Nobody wants me. So they can all just die!

Then what is your hand for?

Nobody cares whether or not I even exist. Nothing ever changes. So they can all just die!

Then tell me, what is your heart for?

It would be better if I never existed. I should just die too.

Then why are you here?

Is it.. is it OK for me to be here?

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