(2003 to 2005)

Too fast..

Wed Mar 16 19:47:00 UTC+1100 2005


So brain fucked this morning.

The reason is that my brain is going way too 'fast'.

I just can't physically get anything out of it before my brain has left the topic I'm supposed to be addressing for dead, and moved on, past that, and ten other things, before I've written a line of code, a sentence of text, or read a paragraph. So, mid-sentence, I search for the next word I'm supposed to be writing, and realise that I'm not even thinking about this anymore.

I'm gonna go and sit on the balcony, watch the sun come up, and have a smoke.

For an hour.

Then I'm going to listen to The Brain tape, and read.

Then I'll think about what I'm going to do next.

I have too much to do.

Attempting anything feels futile.

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