I don't seem to have *any* emotion whatsoever right now.
I'm not happy, I'm not sad.
I'm not motivated, but I'm not procrastinating.
I'm not amazed, but I don't understand.
I'm not even confused, even though it seems like I should be, given that I am unable to isolate my emotional state.
Fortunately while writing this it has transpired that I need to to go to the bathroom.
Then I'm going to go and smoke on my balcony and listen to the rain.
That way I can feel cold (I'm not wearing a shirt) and at peace.
Then I guess it's back to the confounded (and fun, see..) scripting...