(2003 to 2005)

I feel 'nothing'

Mon Nov 8 15:13:00 UTC+1100 2004


I don't seem to have *any* emotion whatsoever right now.

I'm not happy, I'm not sad.

I'm not motivated, but I'm not procrastinating.

I'm not amazed, but I don't understand.

I'm not even confused, even though it seems like I should be, given that I am unable to isolate my emotional state.

Fortunately while writing this it has transpired that I need to to go to the bathroom.

Then I'm going to go and smoke on my balcony and listen to the rain.

That way I can feel cold (I'm not wearing a shirt) and at peace.

Then I guess it's back to the confounded (and fun, see..) scripting...

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